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Someone once said the wrong choices bring us to the right places. I know stare at the clock in the class room counting the down the days until I am done with school. This my final 53 days before I drop out. I have 53 days of soaking up high school for a final time. Some people would say its a poor choice but the wrong choices bring us to the right places right?

Sunday, 29 March 2026

Holding ourselves back

 Tomorrow is day 53 until I finish high school. 53 days left in those classrooms, in 3 days school break starts then the last 50 days begin. In those last 50 days I’m gonna do whatever I can and put myself out there as much as I can. I used to think certain things defined me. How I dress, talk, act, the classes I take I thought they mattered to people's opinions. But people are cruel, especially high schoolers. What they care about is the latest gossip and making things up to make them look better. I used to let worthless things define me and talk about gossip like what ‘my friends’ wanted until I realised I didn’t like who I was. I felt boy crazy and gossip girl and that's not what I want to be. I'm changing to be the person I want to be and not letting people define me. Over these 50 days at high school I want to show people what they can achieve by putting themselves out there and not caring what people think. One thing I want whoever is reading this to take away from my writing is what you can do in 50 days and how it's not too late to make the most of high school as long as you stop letting people define what you want to do. Always remember high school is this small fraction of our lives and if the people who you are scared of judging and not in your life 10 years from now why care?

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